Hey hunnies ! wuts goin on.? i hope everyone had an awesum weekend..
->this weekend was okay..Saturday i drove to parker w/my aunt + mom..that took a few hours..i got sum mcdonalds..obv bc ima pig like that :o) then we went to my nana's and we picked up my sista and drove her to her friends bday party..dude, her friend waznt even home for her OWN bday ! haha. thea were like 5 cars outside wait'n for the chick..i think she went out to get her cake..last minute shit..the bitch made up miss the movie ((8 mile)) so we just decided to go to the next one ..((730))..so ya i got a cofee and went bak to my nana;s...fukin my uncle george called my aunt, so we ended up missin the next movie for 8 mile it waz crazy..once my uncle calls my aunt they'll talk foreva..ha..so my mom dropped me and my aunt off at walgreens..my aunt spoiled me :D i got mad makeup and shyt :D then we went to the movies finally..i already saw 8mile last week . but my aunt just got outta jail lol and she wanted to see it wit me :D so i did..y not ? :D its eminem<333 She loved that movie haha. =) after the movie it waz like 12 and haha me n my aunt were rappin bout eachother shes too funni. shes not even like my aunt shes mad young :D shes funni ;] well then we went bak to my nana's and my GREAT NANA ADAMS WHOS 81 WAZ DRUNK ROFL she is so fukin funni she waz sayin sum fuked up things, she seems liek shes like 30, shes so fukin funni i LOVE THAT LADY ! i dunno wut id do wit out her haha hm i ended up goin to bed @ 3 ! !
->SunDay..i woke up @ 11..and ya i had sum breakfast and took a shower..i hadda go to ccd..mad
BorIng er..i dont kno mani ppl so it suxxxxx ! :x hm then i went to Jc penny and got sum cute pants ;] then came home..watched the Grinch..:] got ina fite wit my mom, but we're all good now, and here i am ;] hehe. i dunno this weekend was ok i guess. ima go chill er sumthing i'll update tomorro.
Everyone have a Nice nite and take care<33 much love <33
I ONLY HAD A "DEPRESSING STAGE" ONCE THIS WHOLE WEEKEND !
P R O U D ?? HAHA ER
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Hey huns. can sumone do me a huge Favor ? please ?... Can sumone insert a pic for me ? i cant do layouts @ all and i have the pic n shit..all i need is sumone to put it in my journ and mayb make it a lil pretty ? lolol ;[ i'd ask ashley but ima pain ! lol. ;[ if you can leave a comment..i'll love you foreva ? :D please ! lol i'll do nething. ;]
Love alwayz Krys
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Hey huns guess wut !! i have a new BabY CuzIn!* her names Kaylee :D im so pissed bc she waz born in Boston and im ova hea ! and i cant see her ! er she's onli 2 lbs !!! she waz born 4 months early i hope she makes it..she waz born 11.10.02. :D @ 11am im so happy but..she has to stay in the hospital till January bc shes onli 2 lbs and they want her thea till her due date..which is in late januaryy ahh she had trouble breath'n so i guess she had like tubes down her throat i feel so bad !! wish her luk :[ ima be pray'n <3 ! i cant believe shes 4 months early ;x aw poor thing
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Heyy hunnies<3 i havent updated for a few days ;[ sowwie. well this weekend waz aight. i wud say. i been thinkin mad shit ova and ima try my hardest to be strong for the next 6 months..thanks for all the comments i <3 you guys<33 =)
->well friday i went to skool mad boringg. obv..afta skool i went to jamies..and we chilled. we went to agapitos and we just walked around town..didnt do much. it waz kinda boring then we went to jamies and we watched sum movies..i talked to Matt for 5 mins hes a dikhead and im OvA him .. ((i think ?)) haha my heart is still in love wit the kid i duno i cant hate it its fuked up and it sux...i got home @ 12 and wathced tv..
->SaTurDAy i woke up @ 11..and i hadda go to mii nana's bc my mom wanted to go away .. to see the Grand Canyon + to get away frm us aha bc wea pains :D well i took a shower + went to subway..(jamies work) and i waited for her slow ass to get out.. well we walked to agapitos..and we walked around town..haha omg u guys we took a cab down to pauleens fashions..and fukin we picked up this drunk gurl..she waz fukin freakin me out..she waz all screamin and sayin i dont kno wea i live and shit she turned around and sed to me..wut the fuk are u lookin at ima punch u in the face (this chick waz DRUNKKKKK and like 30 ?)) i waz dyin im like ok hunni u do that..and then she turns around again and says ur so pretty id tip ya if u were my watress ur the bomb i waz dyin im like ok..haha then the cab driva dropped her off at the corna and she waz screamin her ass off and haha it waz funni..but then i walked to my nanas bc jamie waz bein gay lol.. so ya i hadda go wit my sistas to sum church thing..lol i duno ? we toasted marshmellos ! o how sweet..i got home @ 9 and jamie called me and wanted to kno if i wanted to go to the movies..so i sed yaaaaaa bc we went to see 8 miles<33333 omgg that movie rokeddddd em waz so fukin bangin MmMmM !!!! haha well i got bak at 12 and just chilled..
SunDay i didnt rlly do nething i woke up @ 11 and watched tv my nana took me to ccd but haha we didnt have it bc of vetrens day ? o well then we went to the swap meeeeet..and we went bak,,um i dunno iwent to walgreens..today waz a chillin day fer me :D and tomorro is vetrens day so ima sleeppppp hehe :D
thats bout it hopefullli u enjoyed readin..sike ! :P o boy. im outtie <333
<33 alwayz KrystaL
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okay lets see. life sux
? yeah. i dont know where to start. im so glad to have this journal + awesume lj friends to support me ryte now
. its not a good point in my life and its wen i need my journal the most to express my feelingz bc no1 else rlly listens.
-well let me start you off wit wut i did today. i woke up at 7 took a shower and straightend my hair <
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okay lets see. <b>life sux</b> ? yeah. i dont know where to start. im so glad to have this journal + <b>awesume lj friends to support me ryte now</b>. its not a good point in my life and its wen i need my journal the most to express my feelingz bc no1 else rlly listens.
-well let me start you off wit wut i did today. i woke up at 7 took a shower and straightend my hair <<it lookz wiked good. well skool suked like usual. dur. i got out and i hadda big fight wit my moms boyfriend. ya hes the biggest dikhead in this fuk'n werld and im neva gunna put my kids thru this. i think 99% of children that have stepdads, or if thea mom has a bf hates them. i mean does neone out thea have a stepdad who tries to act like thea father ? ::raises hand:: i do. and it sux. we got ina fight bc i gave jamie a ride home, and i waz like can i drive so i can get ready for my drivers test. ((i waz suppose to take 10 years ago lol)) and he waz bitch'n at me for no reason then he fukin stops on the side of the road and says <b>get out and walk</b>. so i go jamie wanna get the fuk out bc this guy has sum serious issues he needs to take care of. so she sed ya so we open the door and the pyscho path speeds foward..im liek um heh ok fukin asshole ? i didnt shut the door so the whole ride home the door waz open i waz screm'n HELP ! haha i wanted to get outta thea he waz out of control its not fair i have to live wit him i miss my dad<3 so much hes not even close to bein that pyscho i dunno y my mom left my dad and went wit this guy bc my dad is so much betta..hes not fat...hes not OLD..hes not crazy and he respects me..and then my momz bf doesnt mind his own business bosses me around..swears at me ..my own dad doesnt even do that i dont get life but wuteva. and i have issues wit live'n hea i wanna go bak home and visit my friends, and my mom wont let me ? ha ok fuk that lady im goin i dont care im live'n hea wit a bunch of asshole hicks who dont fukin do shit. i hate everyone and i just want my old life bak i have to wait another fukin 6 months to see my dad. my family. matt. my friends. my whole life is bak thea and noone understands. er im so heated..i cant stand this shit nemore. then i have my "love life" ya thats fuked up too. fuk'n i never talk to matt nemore and im in love with him, i dunno if i shud just ferget bout him or wut er ppl left comments b4 but i unno my heart is say'n stay wit him dont give up and then my mind is sayin fuk him go wit another guy. er. i hate love it sux. let me tell ya never get attached to sumone till ur 20 ((sed by sarah. frm josh lol.)) so fuk'n true tho. i agree wit her n josh tho. u shud live ur life have fun meet different ppl. dont get attached im warn'n ya it can suk bigg time. wuteva i been cry'n all fuk'n day i dont kno how much more i can take. i dont need all this shit in my life im onli 16 ! lol er i never knew life cud sink this low..frm bein like the happiest gurl alive wit everything she ever wanted to sink'n down to be depressed wit no friends hea and away frm everyone... last nite i cudnt like breathe theas sumthing seriously wrong wit me i think its the weather its so dry hea and it sux fukin ass. but ya no doctor hea can figure out wuts wrong er PPL SUK HEA THEY CAN ALL DIE FOR ALL I CARE FUK'N ASSHOLES I BEEN SO SNAPPY LATELY THEA IS SUMTHING WRONG im fukin out one.
<marquee>happy bday dalyn sorry im not thea. im stuk hea my life sux. well <3 u hunn 477</marquee>
<b>i just want to say thanks to my friends that have supported me for the last 7 months i seriuosly know i have the greatest friends in this fukin werld. and no matter wut we will stick together. its so good to have friends like you and thanx for deal'n wit this bullshit things will b bak to normal in 6 months promise..:tear:</b>
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Wutsuppp ! not much hea. u kno the deal. well today waz fun ! hehe. i woke up @ like 7, went off to skewl. we had a half day :D weight train'n roked..we had a "nutrition day" haha. i ate so fuk'n much ! hahaa wow if u onli knew. MmMmM! it waz awesome. well newho. i got out @ 1225. and i went out to eat. then i went ova jamies. we chilled then i hadda go to Parker :D i wanted to go thea..bc i neva been thea its quiet a shitty place, let me tell ya ..its gross ha. i all thought it wud b nice. ha def not..well newAys. i got bak @ 4..and we took a cab down to agapitos house..ah we were in the cab for like seriously 20 mins, we hadda drop this gay kid off at hiz house which waz across town ! ah. but we finally got thea at 5:30, and we went down to smiths to cash agapitos check. ah i waz mad hyper ! then we got sum lotion and he bought me a magizine ! :D then we went and got sum icecream yummers i got StrAwBerRy BaNnAna :D mmMm. then we went out to a resturaunt dude ima pig..ha i got a ceaser salad it sucked like woah. haha agapito fukin punched my hand it killed then we walked bak to smiths b/c i wanted sumthing for my hair..damn agapito bought me + Jamie mad shit !! he bought me this stuff that makes ur hair straight..then this scrunching gEL + adias colgne..and ya he bought jamie mad shit too he is so nice ! jamie ur bf roks ! lol lol very genorous. im happy now mah hair will b STRAIGHT not WAVy N ShiT! ha. well then we walked to agapitos..and called a cab around 8ish. ya we found out who fukin fuked wit our heads on halloween it waz this spic boy er i waz so heated he waz in the cab hes like omg are u the chicks who ran frm me on halloween me n jamie are like omg ya !! ERR we were so mad . hm. well i took a shower..and hea i am .hehe. i feel kinda sik this sux. lolo i ate too much :[ aw mano. well adios.
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..Lj kiddos ! i need your help..plsss leave a comment if ya wanna help..
..Kk heas the deal..i like this kid matt..ya hes frm Mass..and ryte now im in arizona..im move'n bak in May..but ya we both like eachother..? but ever since he got his license he's been basicalli ignore'n me..hes out now 24-7..well we've liked eachother mad long..and i liked him ever since i went out wit him ((we broke up and i moved hea)) so i neva rly got ova him..im in love..put it that way. but ya im hea.. do you think i shud just give up considering im fukin 3000 miles away and i wont see him for another 5 months..or just hang in thea and dont keep the feelings ? im so confused ! ;[ helpie!!
NewaYs today i woke up @ 7..went to skool. and ya it def suked wicked bad i hate skool ;x eek. hm after skool i hadda go to tutor'n yes i have a tutor and ima pass the 10th grade lmfao. woo ! well then i drove ova to walmart..got an application. im rlly needa job. eek. well hea i am i didnt do much its tuesday and im dead tired ;x
newhoo heas a survey i stole frm lisa :D
// series two - describe
---> Your heritage: iTalian Irish + a lyl swedish.
---> The shoes you wore today: black Volatiles :D
---> Your hair: Brown
---> Your eyes: Blue
---> Your weakness?: not too responsible
---> Your fears: Being alone, dying,
---> Your perfect pizza: MmMM pizza!
---> One thing you'd like to achieve: Gettin Married, Havin a Successful Life and Career
// series three - what is
---> Your most overused phrase on aol\aim/msn: lol, dur, lmao,
---> Your thoughts first waking up: ahhh! i cant get up!
---> The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: personality, eyes, smile
---> Your best physical features: prob mah eyes
---> Your usual bedtime: 11ish
---> Your greatest accomplishment: im in 10th grade ya i stayed bak a few times its all good :D
---> Your best memory:i dont really know,
// series five - do you
---> Smoke: Nah i use to < Cuss: ya
---> Sing well: haha noopee
---> Take a shower everyday: 1-2
---> Want to go to college: yes
---> Like high school: uuhh its aight
---> Want to get married: eh i duno yet, hopefully .. but as of now i dont even wanna think about it
---> Type with your fingers on the right keys: yeaaaaaaaa mrs.aptacka ((SP))
---> Believe in yourself: sure
---> Get motion sickness: ya sorta
---> Think you're attractive: dunt ask me
---> Think you're a health freak: no def. not
---> Get along with your parents: mah mom sumtimes. my dad yes. he lives in revere i neva talk to him so ya i get along w/him
---> Like thunderstorms: theyre scary
---> Play an instrument: nope use to
// series six - in the past month, did/have you
---> Drank alcohol: i alwayz use to drink but im hea now..so i havent for 5 months !! GO ME !
---> Smoke(d): ^^^
---> Done a drug: ^^^
---> Made Out: no neva O:-)
---> Go on a date: yep
---> Go to the mall?: yup
---> Been on stage: yup
---> Been dumped: yup
---> Gone skating:nope
---> Made homemade cookies: MmMM Cookies!
---> Been in love: yaa
---> Gone skinny dipping: nah
---> Dyed your hair: yep
---> Stolen anything: yepp
// series seven - have you ever?
---> Played a game that required removal of clothing?: i dunno ?
---> If so, was it mixed company: sure?
---> Been trashed or so intoxicated, that you could barely walk: yaa
---> Been caught "doing something": haha .
---> Been called a tease: onli about 650860802582 times
---> Gotten beaten up: naw
---> Shoplifted: yaa
---> If so, did you get caught: Nah
---> Changed who you were to fit in: nope
// series eight - the future
---> Age you hope to be married: nooo
---> Numbers and Names of Children: 2 ... gurls ? i dunno, Micheala, Alexa, Joshua Zachary..just a few
---> Describe your Dream Wedding: i dunno
---> What age do you want to die: like 85?
---> What do you want to be when you grow up: nurse
---> What country would you most like to visit: ITALYYYYYYYYY!
---> Current Clothes: Black Sweater, Khaki mud jeans, sox, blak bra, thong, and ya is that enuf ? rofl
---> Current Mood: Tired confused frustrated
---> Current Taste: candy i just hadda lolli pop
---> Current Hair: Pony Tail..
---> Current Annoyance: bein hea away frm my friends + family
---> Current Smell: insense
---> Current thing you ought to be doing: um hmwk ?
---> Current Desktop Picture: Eminem
---> Current Favorite Groups: NFG, Good charlotte, LinkiN Park, incubus,Hoobastank,
---> Current Book: anne frank
---> Current DVD In Player: i dont have one haha =P old fashion ppl
Okayys well im outtie, leave a comment if ur nice like that :P lada huns.
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Hey Lj kiddo's wuts goin on, on this stupid monday nite ? eeek i hate mondays they suk. well i woke up @ 720 ? and i hopped in the showa..i wore an aeropostale sweatshirt + shorts..stupid me..lol i waz late for skool today ! er..but ya it waz kinda cold ! just a bit lol ! im so dumb i wear shorts on the coldest day of the year..well skool basically suked like usual..then after skool i drove down to kmart to get an application << i needa job like now ha..so hopefulli they'll hire me..;] then i went to get sum stamps so i can write to mah friends bak home . hm then i came home..mailed mah letta to skye. and went down to jc penny and got sum sunglasses + a cute sweater :D then i came home + jamie came by..so i walked around wit her for a while. <
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Hey Lj kiddo's wuts goin on, on this stupid monday nite ? eeek i hate mondays they suk. well i woke up @ 720 ? and i hopped in the showa..i wore an aeropostale sweatshirt + shorts..stupid me..lol i waz late for skool today ! er..but ya it waz kinda cold ! just a bit lol ! im so dumb i wear shorts on the coldest day of the year..well skool basically suked like usual..then after skool i drove down to kmart to get an application << i needa job like now ha..so hopefulli they'll hire me..;] then i went to get sum stamps so i can write to mah friends bak home . hm then i came home..mailed mah letta to skye. and went down to jc penny and got sum sunglasses + a cute sweater :D then i came home + jamie came by..so i walked around wit her for a while. <<it waz wicked chilly eek. then i came bak home and hea i am :D im bout to go in the shower . lada huns <3
<b>Love alwayz Krystal</b>
xoX mWah <3 love uu
<marquee>I Love mAtT</marquee> :[
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