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7th-Nov-2002 04:35 pm
okay lets see. life sux ? yeah. i dont know where to start. im so glad to have this journal + awesume lj friends to support me ryte now. its not a good point in my life and its wen i need my journal the most to express my feelingz bc no1 else rlly listens.
-well let me start you off wit wut i did today. i woke up at 7 took a shower and straightend my hair <
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okay lets see. <b>life sux</b> ? yeah. i dont know where to start. im so glad to have this journal + <b>awesume lj friends to support me ryte now</b>. its not a good point in my life and its wen i need my journal the most to express my feelingz bc no1 else rlly listens.
-well let me start you off wit wut i did today. i woke up at 7 took a shower and straightend my hair <<it lookz wiked good. well skool suked like usual. dur. i got out and i hadda big fight wit my moms boyfriend. ya hes the biggest dikhead in this fuk'n werld and im neva gunna put my kids thru this. i think 99% of children that have stepdads, or if thea mom has a bf hates them. i mean does neone out thea have a stepdad who tries to act like thea father ? ::raises hand:: i do. and it sux. we got ina fight bc i gave jamie a ride home, and i waz like can i drive so i can get ready for my drivers test. ((i waz suppose to take 10 years ago lol)) and he waz bitch'n at me for no reason then he fukin stops on the side of the road and says <b>get out and walk</b>. so i go jamie wanna get the fuk out bc this guy has sum serious issues he needs to take care of. so she sed ya so we open the door and the pyscho path speeds foward..im liek um heh ok fukin asshole ? i didnt shut the door so the whole ride home the door waz open i waz screm'n HELP ! haha i wanted to get outta thea he waz out of control its not fair i have to live wit him i miss my dad<3 so much hes not even close to bein that pyscho i dunno y my mom left my dad and went wit this guy bc my dad is so much betta..hes not fat...hes not OLD..hes not crazy and he respects me..and then my momz bf doesnt mind his own business bosses me around..swears at me ..my own dad doesnt even do that i dont get life but wuteva. and i have issues wit live'n hea i wanna go bak home and visit my friends, and my mom wont let me ? ha ok fuk that lady im goin i dont care im live'n hea wit a bunch of asshole hicks who dont fukin do shit. i hate everyone and i just want my old life bak i have to wait another fukin 6 months to see my dad. my family. matt. my friends. my whole life is bak thea and noone understands. er im so heated..i cant stand this shit nemore. then i have my "love life" ya thats fuked up too. fuk'n i never talk to matt nemore and im in love with him, i dunno if i shud just ferget bout him or wut er ppl left comments b4 but i unno my heart is say'n stay wit him dont give up and then my mind is sayin fuk him go wit another guy. er. i hate love it sux. let me tell ya never get attached to sumone till ur 20 ((sed by sarah. frm josh lol.)) so fuk'n true tho. i agree wit her n josh tho. u shud live ur life have fun meet different ppl. dont get attached im warn'n ya it can suk bigg time. wuteva i been cry'n all fuk'n day i dont kno how much more i can take. i dont need all this shit in my life im onli 16 ! lol er i never knew life cud sink this low..frm bein like the happiest gurl alive wit everything she ever wanted to sink'n down to be depressed wit no friends hea and away frm everyone... last nite i cudnt like breathe theas sumthing seriously wrong wit me i think its the weather its so dry hea and it sux fukin ass. but ya no doctor hea can figure out wuts wrong er PPL SUK HEA THEY CAN ALL DIE FOR ALL I CARE FUK'N ASSHOLES I BEEN SO SNAPPY LATELY THEA IS SUMTHING WRONG im fukin out one.

<marquee>happy bday dalyn sorry im not thea. im stuk hea my life sux. well <3 u hunn 477</marquee>

<b>i just want to say thanks to my friends that have supported me for the last 7 months i seriuosly know i have the greatest friends in this fukin werld. and no matter wut we will stick together. its so good to have friends like you and thanx for deal'n wit this bullshit things will b bak to normal in 6 months promise..:tear:</b>
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7th-Nov-2002 08:40 pm (UTC)
Jenna!<3*
that sux the whole thing didnt fit..but its aight. u still wrote a lot ! :D well first off my mom does go on his side too like it all depends but sumtimes she goes on his side and it isnt fair. lol i cant wait till im *18* im outa hea ! well hopefullie things will werk out w/me n matt. i dont think hes see'n neone ryte now. he waz see'n christine but the kid is neva online and God onli knos wut hes been doin since he got his license. lol. but its all good bc wen i get bak i am gunna gett him i've liked him for the longest time and u kno that. ur the onli one that knos how long i've liked him ! :P lol. and we can def go on lil trips wit out lisa ! i'll b drive'n too so it'll b all good. i'll b bak by the time ur 16 geez haha. u n matt will b goin out for a year ! wowie thats long. haha. but it'll go by..i hope. we gatta keep in touch kindergraden buddy ! :D hehe. too cute. ah i miss you !! :( come visit me rofl. ah ! def chill'n wen i get bak :D im outtie ima go comment on ur journ :D thanks for the comment. !
<3 alwayz KrystAL

*lylas bfflddup xoxox mwah miss you like crazyy!!!*

I <3 MatThew ScOtt
You <3 MatThew JasOn !
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